Tree Plantation
Ugly
I'm very ugly
So, don't try to convince me that
I am a very beautiful person
because at the end of the day
I hate myself in every single way
and I'm not going to lie to myself by saying
there is beauty inside me, that matters
so, rest assured I will remind myself
that I am a worthless, terrible person
and nothing you say will make me believe
I still deserve love
because no matter what
I am not good enough to be loved
and I am in no position to believe that
beauty does exist within me
because whenever I look in the mirror,
I always think
am I as ugly as people say?
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F.A.
Inner me
"The scariest thing I ever had
to encounter
Wasn't a ghost, or a big scary
monster
It was the reflection
I saw as I looked in the
mirror
The moment I had to face
All the dark parts
I tried hard to erase
Yet as I looked a bit closely
At the eyes staring back at me
I realized they were still there
Untouched and unfazed
Waiting for the day
To be let out of their cage."
F.A.
Without you
At evening when the lamp is lit,
All alone, at home I sit.
Night time calls, and to my den,
Of I crawl once again.
Silently I climb the stairs,
Now alone, without her.
I pray for my love, her soul to keep,
In heaven,
Where angels fold their wings and sleep
F.A.
Shadows
All i want is you
I love the way you drive
I love the way you fell for my eyes
I love the way you kiss my forehead
I wont let this all to end.
I know we promised each other
That we wont look into future
But i cant resist myself
I want you to be there.
F.A.
If
If tomorrow
I don't wake up
don't waste your energy
don't waste your tears
don't feel sad for me
don't miss me
you don't need me.
But please
don't forget me.
F.A.







