Brushed by death

Farhad Aziz

“How dare a mere mortal try to enter the gates to the underworld which determines punishment and judgement; happiness for eternity and fear”. The calm and deep voice yet filled with the essence of sagacity and surety; declared to me questioning my choices of life or death.

Curiosity and interest have been taking over mankind for decades. It loads to victory, learning the new and different kinds of wonders which was hidden in this world; but this leads to the demise of those who have been completely ruled by the peculiar feeling leading our hearts uncontrollably.

I would say that this bizarre feeling led me to believe in uncanny and queer things that were totally unbelievable. I had been addicted to Greek mythology for years but at a point I had to let go of it due to the responsibilities of life. On my holiday in Italy, it was then when my belief came to life.

Now, let me lead you to a story that shall lead you to folklore, ancient Greece and the place where time has stopped, fantasies become true for those who end up as the ones with supernatural powers.

It was the best holiday I needed for a refreshing pause from my world of work. It was facing the sea, where coral and pearls glimmered in the light blue calm sea. The sun smiling at me, and the specks of gold which would catch your eye, embedded with dazzling and uniquely coloured seashells.

After my lavish breakfast which was of the delights one desires: caramel apple and cinnamon rolls blueberry pancakes which smelled as sweet as honey, which would make your mouth water, Danish waffles and more. I simply felt delighted. I went out for a walk and to explore a nearby cave.                                                                                    

The cave had caught my eye. It was the only place where nobody was seen. All the seashells, sands and all types of birds or any living being avoided the area of the mysterious cave. It stimulated me to check out the premises. I left at night when all was silent. The waves which were dark black, fell asleep and the stars had awoke turning their rhythm of twinkles.

I stepped my foot inside, shadows danced on the glimmering walls. The cave called out to me. They were all whispering, souls of despair were reaching out to me, asking me to join their demise and downfall. They have taken hold of every part of me forcing me to venture deeper through the cave. I felt like I was being hypnotized.

Suddenly the cave rumbled…The Gods had felt the essence of life. They questioned me and pulled me deeper into the underworld. The house of Hades, the God of death and in all the underworld. He is the king of it, and I had crossed the line, immediately got a hold of myself, but it was too late I thought so. The ruthless king questioned me while I was being pulled to death, but gladly I stopped back and satisfied the Gods anger. My fate was to be determined….

 

Knowing real friend...

A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold, the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field.
While it was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on it.
As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realize how warm it was. The dung thawing it off.
It lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.
Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug it out and ate it.
The moral of the story...…
1) Not everyone who drops shit on you is your enemy.
2) Not everyone who gets you out from shit is your friend.
3) When you are in deep shit, keep your mouth shut.

F.A.



Learning-disabled


I am stupid.
Nobody would ever say
I have a talent for words

I was meant to be great.
That is wrong
I am a failure.

Nobody could ever convince me to think that
I can make it in life.

(Now read bottom up)

F.A.




Tree Plantation

I think that I shall never see
A poem lovely as a tree,

A tree whose hungry mouth is pressed
against the earth's sweet flowing breast.

A tree that looks at God all day,
And lifts her leafy arms to pray,

A tree that may wear in summer
A beautiful nest of robin in her hair,

Upon whose bosom in winter snow is lain
and in monsoon it intimately feels the rain,

Poems are made by a fool like me
But a tree is created by The God  only.

F.A.



 Ugly


I'm very ugly

So, don't try to convince me that

I am a very beautiful person

because at the end of the day

I hate myself in every single way

and I'm not going to lie to myself by saying

there is beauty inside me, that matters

so, rest assured I will remind myself

that I am a worthless, terrible person

and nothing you say will make me believe

I still deserve love

because no matter what

I am not good enough to be loved

and I am in no position to believe that

beauty does exist within me

because whenever I look in the mirror,

I always think

am I as ugly as people say?


(Now read bottom up)


F.A.




 Inner me


"The scariest thing I ever had

to encounter

Wasn't a ghost, or a big scary

monster

It was the reflection

I saw as I looked in the 

mirror

The moment I had to face

All the dark parts

I tried hard to erase

Yet as I looked a bit closely

At the eyes staring back at me

I realized they were still there

Untouched and unfazed

Waiting for the day

To be let out of their cage."

 

F.A.



 

Without you


At evening when the lamp is lit,

All alone, at home I sit.

Night time calls, and to my den,

Of I crawl once again.


Silently I climb the stairs,

Now alone, without her.

I pray for my love, her soul to keep,

In heaven,

Where angels fold their wings and sleep


F.A.